Singing at the Windsor Races Celebrity Ball for Clic Sargent was an incredible experience. When I agreed to make a flying visit from Paris (where I have been living for the year), I had no idea how moving this event was going to be. Witnessing such generosity first hand in a beautiful setting, amongst people I feel humbled to meet and know, blew me away. I will forever strive to do what I can for this wonderful charity, not only because they supported me 5 years ago and made an immensely challenging part of my young life far more bearable, but I am lucky enough to see what they do for so many other children, young people and their families on a regular basis. Remembering opening my initial grant of £170, simply because my records showed I had been given a diagnosis, with a heartfelt letter explaining they understand the financial strain so here is our grant straight up and here is how to get in touch for more help and support. For me, there is no other charity reaching out quite like this.
Clic Sargent want to be able to help everyone who faces cancer, as well as their families, who are often the ones harder hit in many ways, as ironic as that sounds. And I understand that many cancer charities have a bit of a bad rep for being the wealthiest, but all I can say is, I see what the donations and ongoing support do. And it is SO worth that generosity. It is about life, support and helping others strive when simply surviving becomes all too consuming.
The money raised was just shy of £300,000. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Shout out to The Zoots, who I had the pleasure of singing with. And thank you to my darlin’ Maxine for keeping me company, you are always such an open minded and grounded friend (plus way better at the whole ‘mingling’ game than I am). For Clic Sargent, with love.
My love for this charity will never grow old. You can find me performing my latest slam poem and singing ‘River’ (Joni Mitchell) and our touring group piece of ‘True Colours’ at the Clic Sargent 10th Anniversary Concert at the ICA (Institute of Contemporary Art) on December 5th 2017.
This will be a very poignant performance for all of us as it is a year on from our incredible Clic Tour. It has been a tough couple of months though, as our dearest and most wonderful friend, George Stephenson, recently passed away, which was a huge shock to all of us who toured with him. George had to be one of the loveliest, most upbeat, funny and inspiring guys I have met and you can see that he had such a great impact on the lives he crossed paths with just by how devastated we all are to lose him. Thank you for the memories George, I’ll never forget you. And thank you Clic Sargent for the amazing year of music and adventures we shared.
With a passion for many era’s I feel soulfully connected to somehow, I am excited to announce that I am now a singer with the vintage international group – The Satin Dollz! Founded in LA in 2005, The Satin Dollz have been singing and tapping to songs of the 20’s – 50’s all over the world. I’ll be sure to update with pictures and performance dates as time goes on.
After a month of rehearsals, Disney’s multi-award-winning show, ‘Mickey & the Magician’ has begun! There is something very special about how close-knit everyone becomes when you’re all thrown together to create a show and make some real magic happen… as ridiculously dreamy-disney-ditzy as it sounds. Singing, acting, dancing and simply absorbing this show is providing me with a wonderfully colourful and vibrant year, in no better setting than Paris, one of my ‘soul cities’.
Here are some snaps, mostly of Elsa. Go on, embrace the magic.
Last December, I embarked on a UK tour with four other singer musicians, performing solo and group pieces at venues all over the UK, fundraising for Clic Sargent. It was INCREDIBLE! The cities, venues and dates were as follows:
4th Dec – 2 shows @ The Sage, Gateshead
5th Dec – Bridgewater Hall, Manchester
6th Dec – Bridgewater Hall, Manchester
7th Dec – Royal Albert Hall, London (that’s one whopper of a tick on my bucket list!)
8th Dec – Private pitch and performance at the Clic Sargent HQ, Bristol
9th Dec – Exeter Cathedral, Exeter
10th Dec – St. Peter Mancroft Church, Norwich
The tour created some of the most amazing memories I have. Singing ‘True Colours’ at The Royal Albert Hall with 1,500 children in the ‘Young Voices‘ choir joining in on the chorus was one of those moments in life where you sort of look down at yourself from above and think ‘this is it, this is living at its best’. I am extremely grateful to have experienced such a wonderful trip and to have performed at so many incredible venues! We helped raise substantial amounts for Clic Sargent, who have supported Harry, Jacob, George, Lydia and me in the past. These concerts are vital for the survival of the charity as they rely solely on donations.
We travelled to each of the cities in style, flaunting the ‘Beat the Street’ tour bus used by the likes of Beyoncé and Beiber (we weren’t too sure if the latter was a good thing! And found people were perhaps a little disapointed when they didn’t recognise us stepping off!). We slept on the bus for the whole duration, rehearsing in the lounges on board or at the venues. We became so close as a group, I honestly love and adore every soul from the trip. The positive outlook and energy from everyone involved made me feel very inspired, whilst all having a huge amount of fun, laughter and banter along the way.
The support, encouragement and overwhelming feedback we received after each performance was incredibly moving and I could feel that we were a part of something truly special. We have already been asked back for other performances! Very exciting times indeed.
Speaking publicly about my own experiences with cancer has always been difficult for me. I was in complete denial at the time I was diagnosed in 2013, and refused to tell anyone around me. The last thing I wanted was for my new life in London and all of the connections I had made to associate me with cancer and see me as an ill person, someone to pity. Over time, I have become more confident with this part of my past (and present – hospital scans and check ups will continue for another 7 years!). After time to reflect, I feel so proud and fortunate to have achieved what I have with my health and career, despite the hurdles thrown at me. I feel empowered and empathic to others who have gone through similar experiences, connecting paths with so many inspiring people.
I had a rare type of ovarian cancer and had to have a 15x8cm tumour removed. The surgery and diagnosis all happened straight after graduating from my performing arts degree in Cambridge, as I was finding my feet in London. I had my heart set on establishing my career and meeting new people, but everything had to go on hold as I recovered and focused on my health. I was out of work for 5 months but had to continue to pay rent and shop for food etc, so as you can imagine, cancer cost me a lot. Clic Sargent have been running a campaign to highlight to people how much cancer costs to the average family, because on top of the emotional and physical challenges cancer brings, it also adds a huge strain financially. Clic’s research shows that the average cost of a child or young person with cancer is an additional £600 per month. That’s an awful lot, especially if you’re only just getting by in the first place.
There is a petition to sign to encourage the government to take action, please take a few seconds and join the campaign here:
You can also write to your local MP – Don’t worry, this is far more straight forward than it sounds! Clic Sargent have already written a guideline letter and all you need to do after signing the petition is enter your postcode to locate your local MP and click send (you can edit the letter if you wish). Simple! I wrote to mine in islington, Emily Thornberry, and she forwarded on my letter to the House of Commons. Together, we can make a difference. I have received a reply from the House of Commons and will continue to discuss and pledge this campaign with them.
Clic Sargent support children, young people and their families when cancer strikes. Not only do they provide emotional and financial support, they also run all sorts of programs for the young people affected, including a residential week long music workshop every year. I went along this summer and loved every moment of it. I came away feeling so inspired and energised by the people I met. These programs aren’t at all about cancer, that is the best bit. They are about bringing likeminded passionate people together who can feel free to be themselves and not feel isolated by their illness or past. You can listen to some of the music created this year here, including the song I wrote with singer-songwriter Sam Brookes, called ‘New Beginnings’.
We are still waiting to hear what the final amounts raised at each venue are, but already the figures from The Royal Albert Hall are looking to be around £155,000! THANK YOU for the amazing support and generosity I have encountered on this once in a lifetime fundraising tour. You’re all the wonderful people who make it all possible for Clic Sargent to do what they do, and they certainly do do amazing things.
Phil Day, the music coordinator for Clic Sargent, is the person who made the whole tour happen, he is an absolute legend! With a background in both nursing and music management, he combines his two passions working for Clic Sargent. He has become ‘uncle Phil’ to everyone on the tour and we cannot thank him enough for everything he has done for us.
A lot of people have asked me about this tour and how it came about so I hope this enlightens you. It is amazing how something so breathtaking and uniting can come out of something so harrowing and isolating. Thank you Clic Sargent, and thank you for reading. Please spread the word about this amazing charity, they really do deserve all of the support possible.
What an experience! Last month I was flown out to Marrakesh with The Runway Workshop to shoot several different looks, styled and directed by Gina Badhen, a super talented celebrity makeup artist who I worked with on Dubai, London, Dubai. The images will be published soon and once they’re out, I’ll be posting them up on here to show you all! Here’s some teasers from behind the scenes –
The interactive film OLIVE GREEN Directed by Suki Singh for EKSTASY has Won the ‘Gold World Medal’ at the New York Festivals World’s Best TV and Film Awards in the ‘Entertainment’ category presented in Las Vegas (that’s their 5th award!). Well done to the whole team in Olive Green! Here’s the trailer incase you missed it last time…
Here’s the finished music video from A Silent Film and their latest hit ‘Something To Believe In’. I absolutely loved working on this, I hope you can tell! I would highly recommend Robert Frost & Andrew Kueh and their directing genius-ness, they were super lovely to work with.
Some kind words from R&A Directors…
We’d like to say a massive thank you for your work on the project. It was an absolute pleasure to work with you. We felt like you were the character, so thank you for completely nailing it, we’re so happy to have had you. The edit was great, as you continually delivered take after take and gave us so much to work with – this is such a gift, and not all actors do this! You were very easy to work with and made our job so much fun, so thank you.
N’aw thanks guys! What can I say.. I’m a natural awkward dork!
Up and coming photographer Alex Fine is currently working on a project where he has made a photographer’s Right-Light from scratch and is photographing actresses and dancers, producing unique and honest portraits. No crazy makeup, no silly clothes – just the personality and true essence of the person in front of the camera. I am a great fan of his work and it was an absolute pleasure to work with him.
This has to be one of the most fun and rewarding productions I have worked on, alongside the brilliant directing duo Robert Frost & Andrew Kueh, the super grounded and talented band A Silent Film and an amazing cast and crew. This music video evolves around the making of a music show in a ‘top of the pops’ cheesy sort of way, where my character ‘Ellie’, a runner for the crew, sheepishly flirts with her crush across the studio floor. The video will be aired across America and viewable online very soon, so keep a watch out!